Want

This is how I've felt about life lately... Take it as you will.

I often desire

To Own, to Have

Things that I want

It's with me all the time

To be the genius

To go to bed with the hottest girl

To own expensive items

I hate how much I want

I feel like I can't be the greatest

And get the greatest of life's pleasures

And can't create and do things people will cherish and love

No matter how much I want to

And I wish I did'nt want to

I feel like there are people who are infinitely superior and godlike

Compared to me.

Who have what they want

And have created what is loved

And at this point, I'm not sure if I'm that

I want to know what I'm supposed to do

And I want to know who I am

And what everybody else is

And as I live, I hope I'll obtain some of these things

And as I live, I'll want and want and want.